My Heart and Other Black Holes, coming February 10th, 2015 from Balzer + Bray/HarperCollins


Sixteen-year-old physics nerd Aysel is obsessed with plotting her own death. With a mother who seems scared of her, classmates who whisper behind her back, and a father who has made her the town pariah, Aysel’s ready to turn her potential energy into nothingness.

There’s only one problem: she’s not sure she has the courage to do it alone. But once she discovers the website Smooth Passages and its section called Suicide Partners, Aysel’s convinced she’s found her solution. Better yet, a boy with the username FrozenRobot (aka Roman), who’s haunted by a family tragedy, is looking for a partner.

But as their suicide pact starts to become more concrete, Aysel begins to question whether she really wants to go through with it. Ultimately, Aysel must choose between wanting to die or trying to convince Roman to live so they can discover the potential of their energy together. Except that Roman may not be so easy to convince.

This is a gorgeously written and compulsively readable debut novel about the transformative power of love and acceptance. 


••• IndieBound •••

••• Barnes & Noble •••                                                       

••• Powell's ••• 

••• Indigo ••• 

••• Joseph Beth •••

••• Amazon •••


PW article announcing the US sale

PW article detailing foreign rights sales at Frankfurt. 

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International publishers:

Brazil: Rocco

Canada: HarperCollins Canada

Germany: Fischer Verlag

Israel: Armchair

Italy: Mondadori

Korea: Prunsoop

Spain: Mondadori

Taiwan: Crown

Turkey: Pegasus

UK: Hodder & Stoughton

*Untitled (official title forthcoming), Balzer + Bray/HarperCollins, 2016

*More information coming soon.